Hey peeps..
Trick or threated yesterday?
If you had celebrated Halloween please be thankful and be lucky, cause not everyone celebrated it including me :(
But I had fun at my class partay..
Loads of fun, water, basketball and BARBEQUE..not to mention about the smoke screen :P
Only manage to get a few pics..

Aunty Yee aka orang utan the Chick Griller!! xD

urm..Peptard the Ancestor of the Tard family is I don't want to say it :X

That's all folks..

-J²™-

I guess today's a day when everyone becomes sad and emotional..

Over little matters..they can be sad for the next few hours..
I don't know how to say it, my friends are sad..I am sad..practically we're all sad :(
I don't know why..it's just hard to express with words..



Just few hours ago I thought of something..
When I was in the car, my friend's dad was fetching me back home with another friend..
and I looked out the window most of the time..
As the street lamps flashes by, I begin to think of the pass..
I don't want to talk about the pass, but I important thing that I thought was this : why bother giving blank promises when you're not sure whether you can fulfill it
If I could have just thought of this before, the one sitting beside me wouldn't have to suffer..
But it's already the pass..I've got to move on..



Over the years, I've lost many love ones..
Either family, friends or anything..
Through passing away, break-ups, leaving..
I've gone through it many times, and it's not fun at all..it's very saddening and depressing..
I really hope I wouldn't go through all these too many times..if not i may lose my head..:(


Speaking of moving on, there's just one thing that I can't leave behind..and I really can't accept the fact..
*sighsighsighsighsigh :(



btw, thanks for liking the gift :D

-J²™-

well someone out there is mean enough..

leaving the blog without tagging :(

you're mean, very mean

*sigh

and to all other peeps that were mean too..

:(

you're all mean..:(

-J²™ -

I've been hearing this song..

I don't know whether it suits you but it certainly suits me..

Brian Mcfadden - Like Only A Woman Can music video

I wasn't perfect

I done a lot of stupid things

Still no angel

I wasn't looking for forgiveness

I wasn't laid up by my pride

Just shocked by her attention

Did someone sign me up for love?

I didn't want it

But now I can't live without it

She changed my life

She cleaned me up

She found my heart

Like only a woman can

She pulls me up

When she knows I'm sad

She knows her man

Like only a woman can

She's kinda perfect

She's kinda everything I'm not

Yes, she's an angel

It's amazing how she's patient

Even more at times I'm not

She's my conscience

But who decided I'd be hers?

I want to hate them

Cause now I can't live without her

She changed my life

She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I'm sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

Like only a woman can

But who decided I'd be hers?

I want to hate them

Cause now I can't live without her

She changed my life
She cleaned me up

She found my heart

Like only a woman can

She pulls me up

When she knows I'm sad

She knows her man

Like only a woman can...

Dedicated to everyone out there, to me...

-J²™ -

I just don't know what to say right now..
I cannot accept the fact..
It all just seem too soon for me..too quick..too fast..
It's just like last year's thing and now it's ending..:(
What am I gonna do?
I, I just don't know..
My brain's now a blank..plain white..no thoughts, nothing at all..
*sigh

don't cry eujin, it's all gonna be just fine, I'm here :P

-J²™-

I'm on cloud 9 peeeps..

cloud 9..

unbelievable..

Dreamland here I come..

:p

-J²™-

Though I'm gonna be fine after a good night sleep..
but it still came back =.=
made me so sick..
curse you!!

Thought that I was just going to live up with tissues the whole day...
but..MIRACLE happened again..xD
ONLINE!! Finally!! O_N_L_I_N_E!! O-N-L-I-N-E!!
This was my first ever chance..
Never had that chance before..
Stomach got pain, hands were cold, thoughts was empty..
Gaaa..forgotten to ask so many things..shit betul..
ROAR!!!!

Going back to Ipoh..not gonna online for like 3 days..
what if miracle happens again when i'm not around?
consider myself unlucky then..

-J²™-