Complications are inevitable..

Agree?

*praying hard

for myself.....and....practically everybody =)

-J²™-

what if my life was based on this quote..

will it be better?

It's funny how things work out...

From the day I was born,

till now,

I've learned that life has been pre-set by God himself..

What I would go through, how though my life would be,
who will I meet, who will I fall in love with, who will I marry..and if it was on the list..and so on...

so why be angry and be frustrated like the world is gonna end..

Things come and go..

That's why they have this word..
'Every beginning has an ending'

But MISSING something else..
I just couldn't imagine myself in that condition..

what something that has been on your mind for like 1 and a half year..
looking at it everyday..at least twice a day..and suddenly you know it's gonna go..and it's forever..
what the heck you're gonna?
I'll tell the first thing you should do and the rest you figure out yerself..

1st. FEEL dARN GRATEFUL and feel so darn LUCKY that you have at least seen it twice a day okay..not everyone is as lucky as you..

..............................

like I said..
can I live with pictures?
my friend says I'm desperate..
Hell yea I'm freaking desperate..

There's nothing much I can do..
just cross my finger and...pray..
pray with me will you........?

[FATE]
The inevitable events predestined by this force.

-J²™-

A four-leaf clover..

Believed to bring luck..

You'll need it to get through it..

And I believe you can..

I'll pray a lot..=)

Good luck...

The Form 4's performing a fashion show
*hillarious

Min Yang & Hui Ru =P

Jiun How & Hui Ru xD











Min Yeen & Jiun How

Me & Hui Ru

Hui Yee & Hui Ru














Me & Sis

Zong Lin & Yan Wai



Me & dearest sis, YiNing


















Po Chi & Victor
Peace on u peeps!!

Zong Lin was
watching XXX
when Min Yang
and Victor came
*gotcha =)

No more pics puhleass..

When the lights from heaven shines down..LOL

Me,Zhen Ee & Jiun How

















A 'Family' pic of us,
guess who's da wife?xD




















The boys and Zhen Ee

First, I would like to hereby declare that..
PMR IS ONLY FRIGGIN 47 DAYS AWAY!! if I'm not mistaken

*puffs*
Life is hard nowadays..
Home is like hell..
From nagging to grumbles to quarrels to bickers and to never ending..
Last time I would be stabbing the papers with pens and punch the wall as hard as I could..Who cares if it hurts my knuckles or whatever..
Anyway..now I've opened my mind and think positively..
Who cares if they nags or scolds me the whole day..from now on I'm PRETEND to hear what they say..
I have no more feelings for them..I'll just adjust my mood according to the atmosphere..
Eventhough I'm not happy at that time I'll jut have to pretend that I am..

I really don't have feelings for them already..
*sigh
A friend of mine says she understands how I feel..
And asked me not to bother what people say..
Maybe this PMR examination really changed me a lot..
Made me feel the pressure and toughness of life just to achieve a result that's satisfying..
Sometimes I just feel that I'm sitting this just to pleased people around me..you can say that I'm stupid or what for thinking like that..I DON'T GIVE A DAMN..but I know the results I get would determine my future and I'll hold it forever and even into my grave..

Well..fine..I'll just push a lil more throughout this 48 days..
I've suffered months already..why not push a lil more?
Taste the bitterness before sweet..
Can I make it through?
Depends..but I think I would..with around still..I believe I can..

Alright..now the happy section..too much sadness would be depressing rite? yea..
Birthday had just passed..
I'm very grateful and thank my friends a million for the celebration and wishes..
Although only a small 1..I still thank you all..
I personally seriously didn't know that I had so many friends..
well..I can tell you that friends can be the no.1 in my heart most of the times..
They could do stuffs that your family don't..
Almost all the time I have a heart to heart talk to them but not with my family because I feel that they understands more..

Anyway..I had a great birthday..
wished for loads of stuffs before I slept..don't really know that will it be done but there's no harm believing rite?
'There can be miracle when you believe'..

Urm..oh ya..and before that was the Majlis Temu Mesra..
Darn..it was a bomb..
Despite getting scoldings from parents (as usual) that I'm not allowed to go out (I'm a prisoner) because exam is near (study study study is all they know) and I had to make a story out of it..it's a long story anyway..
I, Zong Lin and Jiun How went to CC before it..
I've never been so joyful for a long time already..
And then rushed to the majlis..practically late because wouldn't want to leave the game..payback =X

Went there and saw loads of peeps..didn't know we have to register and got scolding by the SMELLY AND UGL* new ketua..
The ex was better ;P duh..???
Began with(shit, forgotten the names pula =S)..skip that la..then performance by peeps and fashion show by the new AJK's..
*speechless about it..

It was just awesome la..
Took pics..that's the main thing that made me HAPPY~~
Gathering all the pics..will upload it in the next post..

Btw, GET WELL SOON SHENG!!

*TO BE CONTINUED*

-J²™-

JAPANESE
世界で最もリモート生と死の距離ではないが、私スタンドする前に知っている必要はありません愛してる

SPANISH
El mundo más remota distancia entre la vida y la muerte, pero yo ante ustedes no saben que Te quiero

KOREAN
세계의 대부분의 원격 거리를 삶과 죽음,이 저는 여러분 앞에 사랑하는 당신은 모르겠지만

ITALIAN
Di tutto il mondo più remote distanza tra la vita e la morte, è che davanti a lei, ma non sai che ti amo

GERMAN
Die weltweit am weitesten entfernten Abstand zwischen Leben und Tod, ist, dass ich vor Ihnen, aber Sie wissen nicht, dass ich liebe dich

FRENCH
Le monde les plus reculées distance entre la vie et la mort, c'est que je m'adresse à vous, mais vous ne savez pas que Je t'aime

Had been waiting from that time to come..
and it did..
but I freaking missed it..
what a screwed up fakar..ROAR!!!

Look, even cookie monster says that..
*puffs
sometimes I would like to say that to the world..
especially my mum..
She can be nice, and she can be a real freaking-piss-you-off person..
She nags and tells me stuffs like over and over and over again..
Until you like

'okay, I promise'
'okay, I swear'
and she stops..
she could return ya know..
I use to like the sat's and sun's
It's like heaven..no school..nothing..
but that was the good o days..
Now..
She starts to scold and nag even when I'm sleeping..
what the fuck?!!!
It's fucking annoying..
and even when I go down for breakfast or lunch or dinner..
halfway she would start again..
and it really fucking pisses me off..
How I wish I could tell her off..but I can't..she my mum

And there's the other side of me..
seriously..
I had develope this vengeance in me..
cause everytime after she scolds I would just tell myself to hang on..
after that i would just take a pen and slash through the papers..
I feel like just stabbing someone..
to relase my anger..
and duh..stabbing someone and getting yourself shoved into prison..
what's the fucking point..

Haih..
I just fucking hate myself..Hate my fucking life..
What's the point of living such a life..
Wonder why was I even born..
To suffer these fucking shits? To take all the scoldings and naggings?!!
what if I was blind or deaf, would the world be a better place?
being deaf, hearing voices and sounds no more
being blind, seeing no one..
but it would be a great loss cause I will not see again..

oh ya, according to my parents..
NO MORE STAYING BACK AT SCHOOL
hellooo, don't you know that I would rather stay in school wholeday than coming back home???
Home is like becoming hell to me..
fuck them la....diu
To my grandma up in heaven,

please guide me through life,
I don't know how much I could hang on anymore,
will this vengeance in my heart grow stronger and bigger?
I don't want it to take over me..

Why did you leave popo, I miss you so much..
take care of yourself up there.

- J²™ -