The Rockefeller Center Christmas Tree in New York
Ain't it pretty??
Christmas is like being celebrated so so so I forgotten the word..
what's Malaysia doing?? ishh..

I had this funny dream last night..
I dreamed I was in New York,
what a dream...

I would just like to have a dog there..
and jog with it everyday in Central Park or Madison Square Garden..
and stare at the sky waiting for the meteor seasons to come..
:D


I'mma smally boy with big dreams aite :)

Me am so waiting for this show..
It look so cool and there's Keanu Reeves acting in it!!
Saw the trailer..it's so darn cool!!
Cool effects and everything and there's leng zai to see also..
2 in 1!!
waiting patiently..


aren't girls/boys with blue eyes the prettiest thing on earth..
they're so lucky..

-J²™-

Here's my update la Sheng!
I suddenly remembered this poem showed to us during tuition in Kasturi..
It's damn funny and will be lil bit naughty if you don't think straight :P


My First Time

The sky was dark
All alone Just her and I.

Her hair so soft Her eyes so blue
I knew just what She wanted to do.

Her skin so soft Her legs so fine
I ran my fingers Down her spine.

I didn't know how But I tried my best
To place my hand On her breasts.

I remember my fear My fast beating heart
But slowly she spread Her legs apart.

And when she did it I felt no shame
All at once The white stuff came.

At last it's finished It's all over now
My first time........








Milking a cow!!!


(I bet you were not thinking straight! :D )

-J²™-

Me found this great song from youtube..
This song is about an 18 year old girl who was about to get married. Her fiance was in the military, fighting war, and just before the wedding, he was killed.
I guess it's a tribute to the late American soldiers..
but I don't know why I just can't stop loving it :)

Carrie Underwood- Just A Dream


It was two weeks after the day she turned eighteen
All dressed in white, going to the church that night
She had his box of letters in the passenger seat
A sixpence in her shoe, something borrowed, something blue

And when the church doors opened up wide
She put her veil down, trying to hide the tears
Oh she just couldn't believe it
She heard the trumpets from the military band
And the flowers fell out of her hands

Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

The preacher man said let us bow our heads and pray
Lord please lift his soul and heal this hurt
Then the congregation all stood up
And sang the saddest song that she ever heard

Then they handed her a folded up flag
And she held on to all she had left of him
Oh and what could have been
And then the guards rang one last shot
And it felt like a bullet in her heart

Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream


live as if you'll die tomorrow.
dream as if you'll live forever.
*still and always praying hard..

-J²™-

It's been raining for days already, and once start will last for hours..
it's nice but not that nice for the low lying areas..
they're gonna go through a hell of a time..
and what's wrong with the world nowadays..
can't we homo sapiens be a bit more civilised or something?
you bomb me I bomb you (Mumbai),
you don't make new elections and step down I'm gonna protest like shit! ( Thailand)
Malays can't perform yoga, haram (Malaysia)
and lots more, and to those Somalians, stop freaking hijacking people's vessels la..go build your own 1 la dumb dumb!
ishh, can't freaking stand them..

btw have you all ever go and see those feng shui master??
mummy went and deal with this feng shui fella for somethings, work..and then ask him about each of our feng shui stuffs..
and this is what he said about me..
urm..a thinker (which everybody doubts including me, highly) and ok in studies..gonna get very distracted next year, everything also want to learn things, but don't know really know what, so he told my mum to watch me closely..
and very bad tempered boy but keeps everything to himself..and when he let's it out it's gonna be huge..(this 1 is freaking true wey! but don't know about the letting out part :P )
and then I have lots of helps from some spirit life form..I don't know how to say in english..in cantonese they call it 'guai yan'..
and then 40 years of good life..he said to my mum that this boy is very lucky..muahahaha..

I guess everything is quite true..
but some is still doubtful..
but really never thought that someone could actually tell that I keep everything to myself..he must be a great guy :)

till here I guess..


hope. dream. imagine.

-J²™-

Went to Mid Valley yesterday with normal 6 buddies..
Ate Mcdonalds for luch,
and I tell you those McShakers (I guess that's what they call them) are so darn salty,
I don't know how my friends are able to finish the whole packet..yuck!
I'm better off with the normal ones..
Then watch Madagascar 2, not too bad..
Hilarious, entertaining at least...

and then on my phone,
and it vibrated..6 miscalls from an unknown number
I thought who the heck was that, and as usual I didn't care about it..
and then that fella called, I picked up..
me: hello?
She: hello? hello ini siapa?
me: (I was like what? a Malay fella?)...
She: then she quickly ask again, Apa you mau?! (angrily)
then I just cut the line..must be a wrong number I guess..
Then few minutes after that she sent a SMS saying about what bank stuffs and craps..
I didn't want to care much still..hope she just leaves me alone..

We continued the day by walking around The Gardens..
I can tell that place isn't the place for me to walk about..
It'll be very harmful to my wallet :P

Well, the day was okay..
Came back home and had a headache..darn..
I regreted playing the arcade..it was such a waste of money..
should have rather played bowling..
eii xuan, next time we'll play okay..
don't care about the others..muahahaha..
I'd spend money on that rather than the arcade..
heeeeee XD



Gems may be presious, but friends are priceless

-J²™-

JUST IGNORE THIS POST

To all you fing humans out there..
I wasn't born to owe you fing people,
so get that in your fing thick brain..
I've made a mistake ONCE,
and offended peoples..
I know my mistakes..
and I'll promise to make it up by doing something right,
and it'll satisfy you,
and whether it satisfies I don't know and I don't give a fing damn..
cause I know I've done something right to cover up my mistakes..
but also get that in your fing think brain that the mistakes I've made doesn't give you the privilege to use that against me for my whole life on any occasion to like make me feel guilty or whatsoever,
because after I cover my up my mistakes I don't feel fing guilty..

Doesn't mean that I always be polite and laugh around to you people and you would always think 'ahh this boy wouldn't get angry, he's a very open minded 1, won't be upset about anything'
I being nice and polite to you because I'm don't want to offend you and make you angry which I don't fing like to..
but everyone has their limits okay, and I bet not a lot of you people has ever seen me getting angry..you wouldn't like it..I'm not gonna be me when I get angry..

arrghh,
what another retarded post..
and of course this wasn't wrote to offend anybody..
:)

-J²™-