Pattern 101

"A pattern has an integrity independent of the medium by virtue of which you have received the information that it exists. Each of the chemical elements is a pattern integrity. Each individual is a pattern integrity. The pattern integrity of the human individual is evolutionary and not static."

R. Buckminster Fuller (1895-1983), U.S.American philosopher and inventor.


This term was first oftenly used by our very own Koh Jiun How, and then pass on to one another till it became a trend of saying it, which when day goes by, it knocks on the door in your mind that it's so true and you can it everyday, be it in symmetrical or insymmetrical,an entity or being, takes any forms of life with soul or not, it exist everywhere.

Example, exams.
I mean like let's say 30mins before.
If you would just calm down, clear your mind, put everything down, take a few steps out the battleground, widen the view your're staring at, observe attentively, and you would notice something funny.
Minutes before an exam unawarely brings everyone together, stranger or not, they're as close as your family at that time, never notice before? try it next time.

And then there's results time, lagi worse.
Every shit of everyone from everyone can be seen through and through.
I don't know whether that I've ever acted like that, or in a way that would offend somebody when I get my results, anyway I apologise for it, but the truth is that I really feel kinda sick of it already.
I told my friend to keep it general enough so this would be just like this, I really don't want to mention anyone here.

Lastly,

IN YOUR FACE EXAM SCHEDULE!!!

I think this is so cool, what'd you think?

and it seem all so fine those days..those days..

As bad as it seems.

I felt that this week was one of the worst ever this year,
I had Moral on Monday and I guess it was so so only, time was definitely not on my side, managed to finish all because I spared my toilet time, you know, I can't even have my toilet time, looking at the amount of people going to toilets with only 2 reasons, makes me think that why the heck that they have so much time??

Following few days was MSSKL, got 7..worst in my MSSKL record I guess? Didn't take it seriously this time, cause I can predict how I would perform with the amount of training I have..I skipped 3 days of hell-ish subjects, that's the good part.

Now comes the bad part, the tourney ended 1 day before, supposedly on friday..and so friday was History..I spend my whole day..after the tourney which ended like 10 something..after that had a lil comp time, and then I studied my ass out, no afternoon nap at all..I studied all the way till 12, and I slept and woke up and 2.30..studied again..which comes to mind that out of 24 hours I only had 2.30 nap time..

Hours later, waiting to sit my exam, my teacher came and told me, today must take the exams u missed, I totally stunned, I thought it was like next week, no..today must have 1 subject..I was like I'm so screwed..I only had 2 and 1/2 fucking hours of sleep and you want me to sit for bio papers??? After the history paper 2 my thumb was aching like shit, I managed to sleep awhile after I've finish shooting paper 1..then I went straight for the exam..I already told myself, do paper 1, screw paper 2..I did finish all but I can guess that out of the total marks of paper 2, I can get only like 10 marks?? because I had not even studied. and I thumb ache badly eonough..totally didn't have the mood to do the exams..I used 90 mins to finish 2 bio papers, how cool is that? :D

Whatever it is, I think I'm gonna apologize to Ms.Lee.
I'm gonna give Add Maths paper the shock of it's life, watch out :) of course with a lil help la, haha

In addition, Didi's out of American Idol..How does that make your week great???!!!
Either I find some contestants to like about or I'm not gonna watch it anymore.


everyone has their mood swings, the degree of the swing is what that matters.--me :)