I guess today's a day when everyone becomes sad and emotional..

Over little matters..they can be sad for the next few hours..
I don't know how to say it, my friends are sad..I am sad..practically we're all sad :(
I don't know why..it's just hard to express with words..



Just few hours ago I thought of something..
When I was in the car, my friend's dad was fetching me back home with another friend..
and I looked out the window most of the time..
As the street lamps flashes by, I begin to think of the pass..
I don't want to talk about the pass, but I important thing that I thought was this : why bother giving blank promises when you're not sure whether you can fulfill it
If I could have just thought of this before, the one sitting beside me wouldn't have to suffer..
But it's already the pass..I've got to move on..



Over the years, I've lost many love ones..
Either family, friends or anything..
Through passing away, break-ups, leaving..
I've gone through it many times, and it's not fun at all..it's very saddening and depressing..
I really hope I wouldn't go through all these too many times..if not i may lose my head..:(


Speaking of moving on, there's just one thing that I can't leave behind..and I really can't accept the fact..
*sighsighsighsighsigh :(



btw, thanks for liking the gift :D

-J²™-

well someone out there is mean enough..

leaving the blog without tagging :(

you're mean, very mean

*sigh

and to all other peeps that were mean too..

:(

you're all mean..:(

-J²™ -

I've been hearing this song..

I don't know whether it suits you but it certainly suits me..

Brian Mcfadden - Like Only A Woman Can music video

I wasn't perfect

I done a lot of stupid things

Still no angel

I wasn't looking for forgiveness

I wasn't laid up by my pride

Just shocked by her attention

Did someone sign me up for love?

I didn't want it

But now I can't live without it

She changed my life

She cleaned me up

She found my heart

Like only a woman can

She pulls me up

When she knows I'm sad

She knows her man

Like only a woman can

She's kinda perfect

She's kinda everything I'm not

Yes, she's an angel

It's amazing how she's patient

Even more at times I'm not

She's my conscience

But who decided I'd be hers?

I want to hate them

Cause now I can't live without her

She changed my life

She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I'm sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

Like only a woman can

But who decided I'd be hers?

I want to hate them

Cause now I can't live without her

She changed my life
She cleaned me up

She found my heart

Like only a woman can

She pulls me up

When she knows I'm sad

She knows her man

Like only a woman can...

Dedicated to everyone out there, to me...

-J²™ -

I just don't know what to say right now..
I cannot accept the fact..
It all just seem too soon for me..too quick..too fast..
It's just like last year's thing and now it's ending..:(
What am I gonna do?
I, I just don't know..
My brain's now a blank..plain white..no thoughts, nothing at all..
*sigh

don't cry eujin, it's all gonna be just fine, I'm here :P

-J²™-

I'm on cloud 9 peeeps..

cloud 9..

unbelievable..

Dreamland here I come..

:p

-J²™-

Though I'm gonna be fine after a good night sleep..
but it still came back =.=
made me so sick..
curse you!!

Thought that I was just going to live up with tissues the whole day...
but..MIRACLE happened again..xD
ONLINE!! Finally!! O_N_L_I_N_E!! O-N-L-I-N-E!!
This was my first ever chance..
Never had that chance before..
Stomach got pain, hands were cold, thoughts was empty..
Gaaa..forgotten to ask so many things..shit betul..
ROAR!!!!

Going back to Ipoh..not gonna online for like 3 days..
what if miracle happens again when i'm not around?
consider myself unlucky then..

-J²™-

bad..just bad..

Having flu again..

Why can't it just leave me alone??

gaaaa...

ROAR!!

:(

8 more days to the saddest day of my life..:(

god bless me..

-J²™-

Anybody watching this show?

Well..I'm in love with it..

it's a very darn nice show..

it's about the power of the 4 ultimate elements..

Earth, Fire, Water, Wind

You should watch it sometimes..

Some says it's kiddy..even from that picture you can actually think so right?

but I would rather say..urm, interesting?

(I don't give a damn of what you think xD )

Well..catch you peeps some other times aite..

Btw, school magazine rocks..

I'M GONNA SO FREAKING FRAME IT UP :P

you can find everything, and I mean everything!!

-J²™-

your first day of kindergarten was scary,

your last day of middle school made you cry,

the end of high school will blow your mind,

it's all the memories in

between we'll cherish and remember

forever...

-J²™-

Guess wad?
I've made a deal with sista Yining that will be beneficial for both of us

I wanna learn piano, she wants to learn squash..
I'm good at it, and she's good at that..
So we decided to exchange our 'skills'..

And I bet in no time, she'll be whacking those balls like a pro
and I'll be..urm..maybe pressing those keys like a..pro i guess? xD

well..hope so..
bye peeps..

oh ya..and CAHAYA's out!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!
can't wait to see it xP

-J²™-

JUST A LITTLE WARNING FER THOSE WHO LIKES TO BUILD SO MUCH ABS

especially sista Yining :P

I kinda failed my arts so..yea xD

BEWARE!!

-J²™-

Job interview tommorow!!
Wish me luck!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!

-J²™-

Yesterday me, Jiun How, Yang Sheng, and da Victor went to play basketball..

It has been ages since I've played basketball..

and since it's after PMR..we played from 8 till 2 almost 3

crazy huh?

I was totally exausted..

Showed them OUG by walking around..

Hungry then eat..hungry then eat..

Then play..then eat..then play..

It's been a long time since I've so much fun..

Well..the other time was at CC and Da MTM!!

woooooooooooooot!!! xD

Still miss it..

Anyway, we've got loads of time now..to go everywhere..

from che cheong gai to buy my dream shirt..;P

to Louyat to buy gadgets...and Sunway to have fun..not to miss out Genting..

Lovin it!!

Have fun lookin at da pics below peeps..

Veins of The Clouds

Zong Lin upside down
Is that me.....? ;PNo doubt, he's good at it

Yeap..darn good
Does it look like an E ?

Chair freeze or sumthin..

Yay!! Jiun How finally succeeded!!
There's him again

Wheeee!!

and there's me!!

.......

Zong Lin!! Yang Sheng nicely snapping there only XD

He's gonna break his neck sooner or later =X

Slumber ass...

*speechless
Jiun How trying hard


The guy beside him ain't me :D

Don't think sideways..He just fell..
SHENG!!
This was the sole of Jiun How's shoes..Pretty huh?
❤


What I ate..

I'm friggin hungry..

Victor's gonna shoot!!


It's going in... not!!! it actually went out

One man show!!


The Three Noobies..
the forth one was the camera holder..xD

This was brought to you by

-J²™-

Some said this..
Maybe coming soon

=)

Finally it's over..

I just can't believe all I've studied, for about 1 and a half month..just ended within 5 days..

Time flies huh..no doubt

Well..Imma freaking free man now..

But right now I'm just worried about my results..

Will history repeats itself again?

I really hope it won't..

If it really happens, I don't know what more can I do..I could just break down =(

Yay..tomorrow gonna play basketball..

It's been a while since I've touch those balls ;P

ain't those ballsss aite..

Maybe we'll have some pics too xD

Take care peeps..enjoy life

-J²™-

I have mix feelings right now..

will history ever repeat itself?

I wonder...

*praying hard, this time it's for myself...

-J²™-

Hey peeeps...

Selamat Hari Raya to all da peeps out there..

Do whatever that makes ya'll happy but loves yerselfs and stay in one piece kay..
LIFE IS PRECIOUS..maybe not to you but it is to others..

And urmm....

I've found out that...
urm...

how to say leh?
urm..
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I really...
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CAN'T LIVE WITH PICTURES LEH!!!
BEH TAHAN LA...='(

7x24=?
365x24=?
365, 365, 365, 365......urghh..

-J²™-