WHAT THE FROG WAS THAT!!!???

HOW COULD THAT HAPPEN!!!??

why the heck did you freak out??!!

for what god damn reason???!!

got your freaking mind all jammed up and what, forget every shit?!!

what were you scared of??!!

teachers??

what teachers would say?

think of you?

for getting bad marks??

or even flunking it??

how many times does it need to repeat itself??

even if you're in 12

you don't need to care about what people think of you!

afraid that they're gonna scold you in front of the whole class?

so what??

embarrassing?

come on la..

if you know this was gonna happen

why bother making a big fuss when the teacher didn't let you enter 12 in the 1st place?

which part of you deserves so freaking much to be squezzed in to 12?

what subject are so good in that other people suck like shit?

malay?

maths?

english?

oh you think your's is damn good la..

grow up la..

the 1st thing that you need to get rid is your goddamn stupid attitude of caring about what other people thinks or whatever

mouths theirs,

brains theirs,

you can't control them right??

there's more of these people out there la

YOU HAVEN SEEN THEM ALL YET

when you go out there and met them all,

what are you gonna do?

stuff shits into every mouths ah?

think of it.

these is only the 1st term.

whatever it is, I've swore not to be depressed over a damn paper anymore.

it's so not worth it

I seriously have no idea how to go though the year.

what am I gonna do to keep myself afloat in 12?

..........i need help )=

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